May 31, 2011

everything in my life..

hi again mr bloggie!
nk start kat mana dulu ek? hmm..ok..
smlm aku g open interview anjuran Sime Darby kat The Legend Hotel.. aku smpi pukul 10 n kene wait until 2.30 utk turn aku.. mcm2 feeling masa tu.. mcm2 aku pk..ape soalan yg akan ditnya..interviewer die strict ke.. bla..bla.. then bile smpi turn aku, everything xde ar susah cam aku bygkan..haha interviewer die cool.. it's just that 1 requirement yg diorg nk aku x dpt nk bagi..which is willing to travel..well, aku mmg x bersedia nk travel mana2 pun..aku prefer keje kat kl @ selangor..so anggap jela aku cr pengalaman je g interview tu..warm up..hehe 1st interview lepas grad.. and this coming friday aku ada 1 lg interview which will be held at PJ.. jauhnye..hopefully bff aku cuti n leh temankan aku g interview tu..xnak aku huru hara sorang2 nk cr jln.. (aku seorang yg mudah gelabah..haha)

cita psl personal life..i'll let everything to Allah..He knows everything..kalo dia mmg jodoh aku, aku terima seadanya..well, aku sendiri pun da malas nk cr yg lain..kene start from the beginning..kene kenal ati budi msg2..which is sgt wasting time n i'm not really into it..aku penah sgt2 jatuh cinta pd seseorang..and at last aku sgt2 terluka dgn sikap dia..pengajaran utk aku..i'll only give my full heart to my husband..not my boyfriend.. boyfriend is nothing..bila tgk kwn2 kawen, seringkali terdetik dalam hati aku, bila turn aku? tp aku xnk tergesa2..aku akan pastikan life aku stabil then baru aku move to the next stage..bila tgk org yg penah kita syg lbh bahagia dr kita, akan ada rasa jealous n sakit ati..it happen to me sometime..someone yg penah aku syg tp ditakdirkan utk org lain n skrg bahagia, i'll feel that same feeling..but i wont let that feeling to be in myself forever..kena terima kenyataan..dia bukan utk aku..dia bukan jodoh aku..aku juga akan bahagia one day..pray for that day will coming..  :) (i wont let anybody to play with my heart again..not even u!)

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