Sayonara daddy..

28 Feb 2012..11.30am..

dad passed away in peace..

the same date he was born..

today..4 March 2012..

almost 1 week..

i miss him so much..

semoga roh arwah ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman..Amin..

when will i get..

my own family??

knowing the stranger..

weird..but its true..

aku bengang!!

aku sgt2 bengang arini..
nape ek manusia yg ske amik kesempatan ni sentiasa je wujud dlm hidup aku??
benci ar!!
nape ek manusia yg salu menyusahkan tu ar yg jd kesayangan??
yg byk berkorban salu dipinggirkan..
dtg bila nk mintk tlg, bila da x diperlukan dipinggirkan..
benci ar!!
nape ek manusia ni ske buruk sangka kat org lain??
susah sgt ke tnye elok2 n mintk penjelasan??
perlu ke tuduh berbakul2 tanpa rasa bersalah..pastu mintak maaf??
benci ar!!

kpd sesiapa yg berkenaan,
keje bkn alasan utk aku menjauh..
yes, sejak keje aku da berubah..
u want to know why???
stiap hari aku penat, blk kene uruskan hal umah lg, ade org kisah??
weekend sepatutnye hari aku rehat tp aku kene uruskan fam, ade org kisah??
duit gaji aku byk berabis utk fam, ade org kisah??
yg org tau, cari salah aku..buruk sangka kat aku..tuduh2 aku..
thanks a lot!!!!!!

miss to fall in love again..

aku rindu nk jatuh cinta lg..
aku penah ada bf..tp "feel" fall in love tu da x wujud..
ada rasa syg tp mudah pudar..
aku penah jatuh cinta n penah dikhianati..
since that day, aku da lupa cmne rasanya jatuh cinta..
wp ada bf disisi, aku da x rasa bahagia cm dulu..
rindunya nk rasa dicintai & mencintai..
hope feel tu akan hadir semula utk org yg bakal bergelar suami aku kelak..
Ya Allah, lembutkan & bukakanlah hati ini utk menerima cinta..
Amin~

it is bout u..

u said i've changed..YES! i admit it..
but not because of MONEY, FRIEND, CAREER or CULTURE SHOCK! like u said..
i changed because of u..
the way u treat me..
lately u really made me scared of your "psycho" attitude..
i dont said that u're bad..
i just said u are so unpredictable..
u like to give a bad thought of me..
dont u know how i felt??
i cried..i mad..i scream because i felt so stress when u think of something that i didnt do..
i've mention these things so many times
but u seems like "i dont even care bout that"..
and when i'm changed, u put all the blame on me..
ha ha ha thanks a lot for that, dude!
i'm really damn tired fighting and arguing with u..
just say what u want to say..
i wont argue anything anymore..

miss him~